The priest was a very careful man, and we all knew it. We always sat in the same place, and we always had a great view of his methodical work at the altar. Sometimes the incense tickled our noses there, mine and Mother’s and Father’s and little Rachel’s. But when the priest sang the Sanctus we all sang alongquietly, under our breaths, so no one could hear usand when the acolyte rang the little bells, we tensed with excitement. The priest was a very careful man, but perhaps today would be the day. Perhaps, today, we would get a share of the Body of Christ.
When the priest called on the Holy Spirit to bless the host, we watched breathlessly. Well, I’m exaggerating a littlelittle Rachel didn’t really understand what was happening, and her attention sometimes wandered to Mother’s facebut we others watched so hard that our eyes stung for want of blinking. When the priest elevated the host and broke it, we strained to see any crumb that might fall. But our biggest chance came after the important people had received the sacrament. Then the priest would drink off the contents of the chalice, down to the last drop, and he would carefully collect the unused wafers and place them in the little box with the red lamp above it. Then he would tap the crumbs together on the silver plate and eat them all himself, and our hopes would be dashed.
Still every now and thenno more than once a year, for, as I have said, he was a very careful mana crumb would fall to the floor unnoticed. And then, as a hymn began to come from the old organ, Father would dash out, grab the crumb, and bring it back to us in the grate under the altar piece. Then, tails quivering with delight, we would share our Eucharist. For even the dogsyes, even the micemay have crumbs from God’s table, if they dare.
Greetings, dear Adam! I regret not being in better touch, but I appreciate the Christmas note with photos (I love seeing your family)…and now thinking of you close to ordination. My eyes sting with teariness. I LOVE the Eucharist piece. It captures my own feeling at many an RC service, where I could not partake, and makes me think of my mentor Evelyn Underhill and the mystic-philosopher, Simone Weil, who stood at the gate you describe for years. I also see my priest-professor who was so tender and careful with sacrament.
I am now serving a progressive Baptist church in Chapel Hill, NC: Binkley Baptist C.
My role as Minister of Christian Ed (soon to be Christian “Formation”) calls different things from me, but I am beginning to think that music might become a way for me to connect with children…so am thinking about learning the guitar. I miss seminary teaching and the academy, but hopefully will have other opportunities. I have been able to put my studies into practice, though, a good antidote for my pining.
Deepmala is 8, and is going through first grade again. She tries to be my assistant at the church. 🙂 Still living in the “peak of good living” — but planning to move closer to Chapel Hill this summer.
Be well, and thanks for staying in touch and for being your creative self! I want to know the date and time of your ordination to join you in the Communion of Saints there.