my reflections, essays, and books

Something New in the Store

Hello, friends!

I’ve written a considerable variety of things over the years: some computer science journal articles, a couple of textbooks, a book of theological essays with new hymns, a dozen more new hymns after that, dozens of videos for The Merry Mystic, and two CDs of original music—plus, of course, a few hundred sermons. But you know what I’ve enjoyed writing the most? Fantasy romance.

Yes, really.

I’ve just published a book called The Pastor and the Priestess. It’s a feel-good story about a small-town pastor and a Wiccan priestess who find magic and romance while facing a deadly series of hate crimes. Hah! I’m grinning ear to ear just typing that description. It’s available on Amazon in paperback and Kindle editions. If it sounds like something you’d enjoy, please give it a try. And if you do enjoy it, please share a review on Amazon.

You can read more about The Pastor and the Priestess on our Store page.

Thanks and best blessings,

Adam

2019-01-15T23:40:43-06:00January 15, 2019|5 Comments

Tales of Corwin: Fantastic, Romantic, Fun, and Free

Over the past year, I’ve been enjoying writing some fiction. It’s a fantasy romance called The Pastor and the Priestess. Some of you may remember that I mentioned this project on “The Merry Mystic” last year. Well, I finished a draft of the book, and I’ve re-read it several times. And each time I re-read it, it made me happy. So I thought, hey, I’ll find a literary agent and get this thing published.

Well, that was forty rejections ago. Forty. Not even a nibble. (The first ten rejections are the hardest!) I can’t really blame them. What they’re looking for—what almost all agents are looking for—is something similar to something that has been successful. And The Pastor and the Priestess isn’t similar to much of anything. It’s by far the most commercial thing I’ve ever written—but really, that isn’t saying all that much. My last book, after all, The Inn of God’s Forgiveness, was a collection of theological essays with new hymns. Not exactly bestseller material.

But anyway: The Pastor and the Priestess still makes me smile when I read it, and it still makes me smile when I polish it up, and when I work on the sequel. So I’m not giving it up.

Instead, I’m giving it away: free fiction, published as an online serial. I’ve already posted the first couple of installments, and I’ve done them both in text and in audio form, as a podcast called “Tales of Corwin”—named for the town where the adventures take place. My plan is to release one new installment every week. That’ll give me a chance to polish my story as I go, and get your feedback on it.

You can find my web site for the Tales of Corwin at corwin.adambrookswebber.com. You can also subscribe to the podcast directly through the usual channels, like iTunes and Google Play Music.

When the whole serial is done, I plan to take it down and prepare it for print publication. So, read it for free while you can. Please share it with anyone you know who has a taste for fantasy romance. And I hope you enjoy it as much as I do.

And don’t worry—I’ll get back to writing music too, and I’ll still be doing The Merry Mystic. (In fact, there’s a new episode today!)

Thanks and best blessings,

Adam

2018-04-26T15:40:13-05:00April 26, 2018|4 Comments

Why Progressive

I worked for a while as a hospice chaplain.  In that work I traveled all around north central Illinois, visiting the dying wherever they were: in their homes, in nursing homes, and in hospitals.  I tried to give people what they needed.  Sometimes it was a prayer or a song; more often, what they needed was just someone to talk to.

Some people wanted me to sing old hymns; some wanted me to read scripture; some wanted me to lead them in spontaneous prayer; some wanted me to pray the rosary with them.  I did whatever I could.  But one thing I wasn’t really prepared for was the large number of ex-Christians I met in that work: people who had left their churches, and who really didn’t want to hear any more religious BS.  (Now that I’m a pastor, I naturally spend most of my time with people who are still coming to church, so I don’t meet nearly as many ex-Christians!)

Many of these people had been damaged by their former churches.  One had been hounded out of a church for divorcing and remarrying.  One had been told that the reason his young daughter had died was because he hadn’t prayed for her cure with sufficient faith.  One gay man had been told that AIDS was his punishment from God.  One man had been told that his deceased wife was unfortunately in hell, having never been baptized.  And so on, and on, and on.

Someone argued with me today that “progressive” Christianity is just a snare and a delusion — that Christianity doesn’t need to progress, because in its good old-fashioned form it was already just right.  But my experience is quite the opposite.  I’ve seen a lot of damage done to good people by good old-fashioned Christianity.  My feeling is, we have to help it do better.

2015-10-07T15:10:10-05:00January 11, 2015|4 Comments

Getting It From Both Sides

In Chapter Three of The Inn of God’s Forgiveness, I wrote:

To summarize, here’s the bad news: if you want to claim the Christian tradition without affirming the traditional creeds, it’s a bit of an uphill battle. Confident creedal Christians will identify you as an inadequate believer, if not actually an agent of Satan; confident atheists will identify you as an inadequate doubter, still clinging to your discredited faith tradition; but in the face of both, you will have to insist on claiming your own religious identity.

It’s coming back to haunt me now.  I’m advertising the web page for the book on Facebook, and people are occasionally commenting on the ad that appears in their news feeds.  So far, the comments are of just these two kinds.  There are confident creedal Christians who want to tell me that I’m not really a Christian — and there are atheists who are say things like “tired of these fairy tales in my news feed” and “he [Jesus] is a made up character in a storybook who cares.”

But oh well!  I can’t really blame the atheists for being cheesed off: shouldn’t Facebook know enough about their interests to not advertise a book of Christian theology and hymns to them?  But it’s interesting how reactive people are on this topic — reactive in much the same way on all sides.  The atheists feel threatened and demeaned by an oppressive Christian majority.  The conservative Christians also feel threatened and demeaned by the erosion of their tradition in an increasingly secular culture.  And, of course, I feel pretty beleaguered myself, getting it from both sides.  But it’s been very interesting to engage my conservative Christian commentators in online discussion.  We often seem to be able to find some ground for mutual respect, though not always agreement.  That’s progress.  And meanwhile, the people who are not offended by the ad, though not posting, are coming to the web site and downloading the hymns.  1000 downloads and counting!

2014-12-09T22:27:12-06:00December 9, 2014|2 Comments

Earth Hymns

I’m working on two new hymns about the earth: one happy (“The Harmony of the Incredible Earth”) and one sorrowful (“Compassion’s Sting”). That’s sort of how I’m feeling these days. Sometimes the earth is so overwhelmingly beautiful that I just have to join in its song; sometimes the harm we’re doing, the harm I’m doing, to the earth is so sad that I just have to lament. Here’s a draft stanza of the first:

Oh, blessed is Earth, the prolific and sweet,
Providing us plenty of good things to eat,
With life on the surface and treasures below,
What greater abundance could any bestow?
Her fisheries, forests, and fields of grain,
Her breathable breezes, her drinkable rain,
The harmony of the incredible earth!
The harmony of, the harmony of, the harmony of the incredible earth!

And here’s a draft stanza of the second:

When species vanish from the Earth,
And ancient coral dies,
When land erodes and life is stilled
And burning forest cries,
When silence falls where once the calls
Of songbirds filled the air,
You weep, O God, with every death
And final breath,
And yet we do not care.

I don’t think Keystone XL is a good idea — maybe that’s why this is on my heart today.

2015-10-07T15:10:55-05:00November 18, 2014|2 Comments

The Inn of God’s Forgiveness Available for Nook

The Nook version of my new book, The Inn of God’s Forgiveness and Other Hymns for the Progressive Church, is now available from Barnes&Noble. On most Nooks, the music pages themselves will be too small to read, but you can always for printing.

I usually use a Kindle myself, but I got a used Nook on eBay for testing this edition. It was pretty straightforward. I guess I already found most of the problems when I made my Kindle and iBooks Store editions.

2014-10-17T21:24:15-05:00October 17, 2014|0 Comments

The Inn of God’s Forgiveness Available on the iBooks Store

The iBooks version of my new book, The Inn of God’s Forgiveness and Other Hymns for the Progressive Church, is now available from the iBooks Store through iTunes. On most iPads, the music pages themselves will be rather small, but you can always access the pdfs here for printing.

I usually use a Kindle myself, but my son reads books on his iPad, so I was able to test it using that. Apple has an interesting free app for creating iBooks: their iBooks Author. I spent a few hours with this, and used it to build the first chapter of The Inn of God’s Forgiveness.  I really like pop-up footnotes, and with some labor I was able to make that work with iBooks Author.  It wasn’t easy: I had to create separate little graphics for the footnote links (a little .png for “[1]”, and another for “[2]”, and so on).  But the result looked nice and worked well.

After some reflection, however, I decided not to go that route.  The books produced by iBooks Author are fixed-layout things.  But most of the people in my church who read ebooks do so largely because they can change the font size and read the book with large print.  For that, a plain old .epub works better.  So that’s what you get from the iBooks Store if you buy this book.  It doesn’t have the fancy pop-up footnotes, but it can be read at different font sizes.

2014-10-02T11:01:53-05:00October 2, 2014|0 Comments

The Inn of God’s Forgiveness Available for Kindle

The Kindle version of my new book, The Inn of God’s Forgiveness and Other Hymns for the Progressive Church, is now available from Amazon.  On most Kindles, the music pages themselves will be too small to read, but you can always access the pdfs here for printing.

I made this Kindle edition myself using Jutoh from Anthemion Software.   The software worked well for me, and when I reported a problem in the way footnotes were working on the Kindle Paperwhite, Julian Smart  (technical director of the company) was a huge help.  He quickly made and sent me a beta-test version of Jutoh (2.21.0) that solved the problem.  I can’t recall ever getting tech support like that before, anywhere!

If you want to know, the problem was in the strange way the Kindle supports pop-up footnotes.  I use footnotes rather heavily in the book — sometimes for bibliographic references, sometimes for brief digressions.  I want them to pop up on an e-reader, so the person reading the book won’t lose the main thread.  Kindle does sometimes decide to display footnotes as a pop-up.  But how it decides which part of your document is a pop-up-able footnote, and how it decides where that footnote ends, is arcane and (as far as I can tell) completely undocumented.

Anyway, I hope this Kindle version gives satisfaction.  May God bless you, and may all your footnotes pop up!

2014-09-14T15:50:14-05:00September 14, 2014|0 Comments

New Book Released: The Inn of God’s Forgiveness

I’ve just published a new book: The Inn of God’s Forgiveness and Other Hymns for the Progressive Church.  It’s a collection of eight new hymns, each with a chapter about the theology it expresses.  The hymns in the book are free: they may be downloaded at this page, or copied from the book, and they come with a Creative Commons license that allows unlimited copying for non-commercial use.  There are also some spiritual exercises in the book, which may likewise be downloaded and copied at this page.

I wrote these hymns because the hymnals and other collections available to me didn’t have enough of what I wanted: singable hymns that reflect a progressive Christian theology.

What do I mean by “singable”? It’s a very subjective thing, of course, and differs from one congregation to another. I wrote these hymns to be sung in my own congregations. Those congregations were, on the whole, quite elderly, and if socially progressive, were musically conservative. If I introduced songs with any syncopation—if there were any odd chordal progressions—if the tempo was more than moderate—if there was any rhythmic complexity, even so much as a rest on a downbeat—the congregation was half lost. Of course, not everyone in a congregation will sing at all, but I wanted our singing to be as inclusive as possible. I didn’t want to leave the weaker singers (who are, often, the oldest singers) feeling embarrassed or left out. So I tried to make these hymns harmonically and rhythmically simple. They’re also rather repetitive: for example, many of them have refrains, which help timid singers build confidence.

Then, what do I mean by “progressive”? When people ask me what I mean when I call myself a progressive Christian, I tend to offer a list of things I disagree with. For example: I do not find the theory of evolution offensive or even particularly controversial. I do not believe that the Bible is infallible, inerrant, or literally true in all its parts; it is not, to me, the word of God. I do not judge people based on their sexual orientation, and I don’t think God does either. I do not think God’s judgment takes the form of punishing sinners with eternal torment. I do not think that Jesus died to pay the price for our sins. I do not try to make converts of people who are being well served by other religious traditions. And so on—and as I speak this way, I find that I am defining progressive Christianity by listing the aspects of conventional Christianity it rejects.

But in the end, that isn’t enough. It isn’t enough to say what you reject; you must also say what you claim. Hymn-writing turns out to be a good discipline for this. Perhaps any theological writing that is strictly negative is inadequate—but any hymnody that is strictly negative is obviously inadequate. You have only to imagine trying to turn the previous paragraph into a song to feel the flaw in it. You might perhaps turn it into an amusing series of negative verses, but those verses would be begging to be answered by a refreshingly positive refrain.

So the hymns in this collection are my attempts to express aspects of a positive progressive theology. They are not meant to give a systematic statement of that theology; there are plenty of topics unaddressed here, and there’s plenty of room for a sequel. These hymns are, in the old sense, occasional pieces. They were written for particular occasions in my spiritual journey.

I hope they will be a blessing in yours. If you find the hymns interesting and/or useful, please support this work by buying the book.

2015-10-07T15:17:45-05:00September 10, 2014|0 Comments

Quod Erat Demonstrandum

Quod Erat Demonstrandum

This is how it works.
After a long indwelling,
shape awareness comes—

kenning what must be
the shape of the solution,
if any exists.

Once that shape is felt,
reason, a sculptor's chisel,
frees the shape from stone.

Thus the solution,
though seeming artificial,
is not made but found.

No mere invention,
no child of human reason,
QED came first.
2013-04-05T21:48:24-05:00April 5, 2013|1 Comment
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